Going dark…

I am preparing to go dark || to grow in the shadows || to learn from the darkness || this change :: this journey :: this life :: a shift is near….

I am transitioning into a more authentic self. A deeper presence. In gratitude for this life + learning about death. How we can honor death. How we can be more comfortable with death + dying… Death is indeed our greatest teacher of life…

I will be slowly transitioning away from creating dream weavings + mālās || I do not foresee any future workshops. It was a beautiful ride. A most potent journey of 7 trips around the SUN. From crafting || learning || teaching… It all has been profound + such a blissFULL experience…

The past year has been the best + worst. From news of my Beloved’s disease progressing to end of life, to our wedding, + beautiful new memories shared… from all of this… I am beginning to bathe in an awakening… An awakening of a more pure + true authentic self….

As I sit with self a transition will be birthed. Inspired by all things past woven, weaved, knotted, and bound. New pieces will be weaved + knotted with love. Aspects of light + dark + a bit of shadow. Inspired by the stages of life. Birth. Death. Maiden. Mother. Crone. Each piece both masculine + feminine. [ coming 2022 ] These pieces will be from Spirit. A Medicine Talisman. To connect you with the deepest connection + purest of love.

From death comes rebirth || the rising from the ashes …

What does going dark mean? It means I am ready to take a break. To break through + out of distraction. To hibernate. To hermit. To go within. To set boundaries + honor my gut, my heart, and my soul…. To rest, to read, to learn….to be present with myself + my love. To not distract myself when times get tough + unbearable. To get away from my phone + social media. I don’t want to regret anything in this life, especially knowing distraction is a tendency of mine…

All I want to be is present. To be with love. To FEEL with my entire essence. To be bodyFULL. HeartFULL. MindFULL.